Man I could use a drink. What a day! I am up to my ears with bills and student loan bureaucracy and on top of it I may have gestational diabetes so I have to take some three hour test. Ugh! At least it might explain why I have been so darn tired lately and why I am as BIG AS A HOUSE. Ben started daycare today and he seemed to like it. So why do I feel guilty? Like I am a bad, bad mommy?And I am so happy that we now have so much space, but I am lonely too. I really miss all of my friends. I knew I should have abducted them all and forced them to live in Central Texas with me. Josh was worried about the my-going-to-prison thing, but I figured they would never rat me out once they found out about the Starbucks drive-thru.